How weird is this? I am beating myself up for being happy. My life is in shambles yet, I have peace of mind and joy in my heart.
Then I feel guilty for not being miserable.
Many people who know a portion or even all of my current problems ask me, "How are you?" with that Oh-You-Poor-Dear tone of voice. I probably sound ridiculous when I answer, "Great!"
For the first time in years, I like the person in my mirror. I am truly excited about the choices before me -- even the dreadfully difficult ones. I am strong and I like it. I just need to work on the guilt part.
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It's not weird at all! It is wonderful! You deserve to be happy. I love seeing you back. Gabby loves sharing a "crate" with you too!
Way to go Sheri. I have been praying for along time, asking God to give you great joy. You deserve that. The power of prayer, a very powerful, and awsome experience.
Darin (HB)
Kim refers to that as "Catholic" guilt. I think it is just human nature. You are going to be just fine! Patsy
Could the guilt actually be that you feel bad for neglecting yourself for so long?-You DID do something wrong-you ignored your own needs-It sounds like you are on the road to forgiving yourself-the guilt will go away after that.
You deserve to be happy. I am happy for you. It's great to have you back. You look great. Love ya Sis.
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